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2004-04-07 - 9:36 p.m.
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I get to go home tomorrow. I'm excited. I took sleeping pills last night. The last time I took them I felt okay the next morning, but this time, as usual, I've felt druggy and sleepy all day. Not *quite* tired enough to sleep all day, but tired enough that each step feels like I'm an astronaut readjusting to gravity. Dan wrote this and I could not agree more: "I hate it when you're walking down a long hall and at the other end is a FRIEND of a FRIEND of a FRIEND. So you know there's got to be some sort of awkward acknowledgement, but you have to face them the whole time you're walking down the hall. FUCK THAT." Darlings, that's what all of college is like. There's really nothing I hate more than those polite greetings. Especially since I know I tend to only make them when I'm in the mood, so other people do the same, and usually we're not in coordinating good moods, so it's always one person saying hello and the other not feeling like it. And the way that there's no advancement. The only way to do THAT is through awkward small talk that crosses the "I'd like to talk to you and cross this polite hello boundary" and that, again, takes a certain type of mood. I'm in the student center lab right now and there's like 10 people sitting on couches waiting to do their term papers and I'm doing this and using AIM. Tra la la.
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